I didn't mean to hurt you..

I don't know why I can't get the words out of my head,
each and everytime I try I get scared.
How can I possibly say this tou you without to hurt you.
How do you say to someone that You're in love with somone else?
How do you do this without any pain?
I am so sorry for everything that I have been saying this past two months.
I have been so cruel and so mean.
Will you ever find it it your heart to forgive me? I wonder.
But I never wanted this to happen. It just did.
All I can say from the words that are coming out from my haed is I'm sorry
and that I love you and I always will.