When the guy you like just want to be friends!

He cared so much about me before, now he has taken a step back. I have to accept that he just want to be friends, nothing more. I just have to think that is better than nothing. I dont want us to be enermies. I will never admite to him that I like him ,never!!. I have embarrassed myself enough. I don't know why I'm so obsessed with him. It is like that his always in my mind! is this a kind of disease? but I will get over it someday forever hopefully. Sometimes I forget everyting about him, but he will always come back, out of the blue when you never know it. It is like that he is Jason from Friday the 13th.