Life in a fishbowl

i've got a life in a fishbowl. nothing happens. everything is standing still.
im waiting for a step forward but im stuck in this fishbowl. i can't take that step alone.
it doesn't depends on me. but i don't wanna push you to help me take that step forward.
i rather stay in my fishbowl and keep on waiting til' you are ready.
when i feel like breaking down i just close my eyes.
then i see you're beautiful face, it gives me strength and power.
i wanna be with you today,i wanna be with you tomorrow, i wanna be with you forever.
i'm maybe not have the most pretty face and maybe not the smartest brain.
and maybe not the most beautiful eyes, but i have a heart.
i love to give you a byebye kiss but i hate to see you turning around and walk away.
weep no more my little one, take my hand in yours.
feel the love within me, let me guide you through heavens door.
walk in my footprints as i light the way, cause only God knows the answers.
only he can foresee each ones way. in storms i will shelter you.
your tears you cry not alone. in heartaches ill embrace you.
in death god will restore your soul. 'cause i am only his messanger.
like an angel sent to watch over you, to enlighten your spirits.
my waiting arms to cradle you.
sometimes i wonder why, why i am so shy
i wanna hold you tight, cant stand another fight.
wish you understood, yes that would be good.
to hard to explain, all this hard, wrong pain.
you hear me lauging, you see me smile. but i've got so much more to give.
i would like you to give me a chance to show you that, 'cause noone really knows.
there is something i wanna show you, and that is how much i care about you.
i like you of all my body and soul, and i promise that all i want is you to be glad.
I love to see a smile on your beautiful lips, and i can see my future in your eyes.
my days are full of thoughts of you, and the big lonelyness i have when you're gone is not okey.
i always want you close to me, hear me, feel me, see me, tuch me, love me.
i've got to find my inner strength. if i can't, i can trow my life away. got to lern to rely on myself.
i have to understand, that in the and all i've got is myself.
i know how you feel right now, if what you tell is true. and i try to pretend that im in your situation
just to understand what you want me to do and how you want me to feel.
where not togheter, and you have all rights to do whatever you'd like. but the day might come when i can't forgive you.
and then you will understand that you don't know what you got until you lost it. do only things as you would accept me to do.
all i want is you to steel my solitude. my air is getting harder do breath, my mind is getting harder to clear
and my life in the fisbowl is getting harder to live.

Skriven av: Frida Larsson